March 2011
I love being around people who are in relationships. Moreso, I’m thankful that some come to me for advice, better yet, actually follow it. I feed off of that genuine display of admiration and sincerity, despite the unseen flaws and fights. Being able to love someone, as well as continuing to pursue them, along with the unknown result — it’s a very brave thing to do. I love being around love.
But...
It’s obvious that I run this shit.
So either you get the fuck out, or you sit and deal with the position you’ve put yourself in.
Didn’t you realize, that night, what your future was about to be like?
Reflection time.
I just realized that I’ve done some numerous weird lesbian shit- like literally, lesbian shit in middle school with the white girls I hung out with.
What the fuck.
February 2011
Fun Fact #26
Saturday, I went to Dave & Buster’s for my friend Ashley’s birthday, and the boyfriend was there. And at the end of the night, he got me this fucking Hello Kitty backpack because he knows how much I hate Hello Kitty. And apparently, I have to wear it to school one day, and he was like, “You better not give it away to Nancy or Gretchen!” because he knows how obsessed...
It sucks when you miss that person so much that...
I just wanna slow everything down; take it day by...
All this college thinking crap, leaving the family, friends, and boyfriend is driving me fucking insane. It’s all a part of life, though. You eventually have to grow up, let go, move on, and become independent so you can live.
I still can’t process through my head that this May, I’ll be turning 18. A few family members look at me and go, “Whoa, just yesterday you were...
”She said she was sick of the city life, a sweet...
I can speak for this. Matter of fact, I can elaborate even further with this, but you still won’t understand half of my message.
I've been having a whirlwind of mixed emotions and...
I’m having a hard time keeping my sanity because I don’t have the courage to say the things I want to say. But how do you say thousands of thoughts in a few sentences? I don’t know about you, but I have a tendency of keeping the important things hidden for so long that it starts cluttering my mind and making me emotionally exhausted to even think about what I’m doing to begin with.
I know it...
Sleeping in your favorite shirt that you gave me...
It’s like a gown on me. But I don’t mind as long as I have something that can remind me of you while you’ll be out-of-state until mid next week, doin’ big things. Well shit, I’m jealous.
Done.
I’ve reached a point where I don’t want to socialize with people. I’m not saying that I’m gonna exclude myself from all human contact, but, just a good portion of it. To be honest, I hate meeting people. I hate meeting people who think that their stupidity is an attractive trait. I hate seeing that “trait” with other girls. It’s like, they have this notion embedded into their head that if they act...
“people told me slow my roll, i’m screamin’ out ‘fuck that!’ i’ma do just what i...”
– Pursuit of Happiness - Kid Cudi (via gretchenkaye)
Pickiness
A lot of people say they’re “picky with who their future boyfriend/girlfriend is,” but how about every other relationship you have? I’m not talking about just a romantic relationship — relationships in general.
Be picky with who you associate with.
Boyfriends/girlfriends last within months, years if you’re lucky (or better at lying.) Friends and all that can last more than the allotted time....
I wonder how many strangers took a picture, with...
This mixed-feeling-kinda-feeling isn't good right...
Damnit.
WatchI want one in my backyard.
In the end...
God is the ultimate judge of our actions and choices. Me voicing out my thoughts and opinions about you isn’t necessary.
Oh my god. There's gonna be a "Fairly Odd Parents"...
02/12/2011
Usually, I don’t like to brag about the shit my boyfriend does for me… because I feel like bragging is just a sign of insecurity between your relationship. What happens between me and him, is between me and him. But tonight… oh man, tonight. It was the most amazing (pre) Valentine’s Day date ever and I couldn’t have asked for a better night.
First off, I’m not...
Truth hurts. Swallow and get a dose of it.
More than anything, I hate being ignored. If you treat me this way, without any explanation whatsoever, then expect to be treated just the same.
WatchHahahahah I love The Office.
Mom's on the phone with the boyf.
I’m dying, this has got to be the funniest thing ever. He called her to let her know what his surprise plans were for me this weekend for Valentine’s Day and she’s talking to him in her room, and she closed the door so I wouldn’t hear the plans. Hahaha I love my mother. Oh and my boyf.
"Speak, only if it improves upon your silence."
I won’t say a word about you, but if I’m pushed to speak and stand up for myself - you’ll fuckin’ regret the second I open my mouth.
djsquints:
Drake - Over (Lejitt ‘Get a Thrill’...
Boyf just asked me to apply to a school in...
First off, does he not realize it’s fucking Alabama? I promise you, my ass will never be seen down there with those hicks/rednecks with their confederate flags. Second of all, I ain’t applying to a school just ‘cause you might be going there. Shiiit, I’ll do me and you can do you.
Convo #1254
Older brother: So, I like Coastal Carolina U. Their Kinesiology program is great and they have great internships down there.
Me: Me too, I like it too!
Older brother: Besides, I think it's meant to be. It's like your calling.
Me: Why?
Older brother: Because you were conceived at Myrtle Beach anyways. It's like you're returning home.
djsquints:
Solar Bears - Primary Colors At The...
Exchanges
I feel refreshed, I feel relieved. Most importantly, I feel thankful. I had one of the most important conversations in my life today, and I wasn’t expecting it. I was so surprised when you called me, and everything that’s been bottled up was just released. No fillers. No bullshit. No excuses. Nothing. Everything you said, and everything I said - it was nothing but the truth, nothing short of it....
You even promised that you would build an...
Alcoholics
There is really no reason why one should brag about being an “alcoholic” or knowing someone who is. It makes you sound like an uneducated fool. People that do know alcoholics, or did, don’t find it rather funny and don’t even talk about it because it hurts and is just so personal. You don’t know what those people went through and you don’t know what it’s...
I've realized...
that those, who criticize my lifestyle, are the same ones that hate their own. So they come pointing their fingers at me, hoping to make me think that my choice of living is not good enough.
