If I could have everything go back to the way it was exactly one year ago, I would be happy. If I could rewind back in time and just stay there forever, I’d be happy.
Sometimes, enough is enough. You might not want it to be, but it has to be.
Usually, I’ll have so much more stuff to say and to make my point. I’ll point out how much of a hypocrite you are and how you’ve done the same things but it was okay for you but not for me. That double standards bullshit. How you deny stuff you’ve done but for me it’s the fucking end of the world. Usually, I’ll do all that. But now, it’s not worth it. It’s not worth my time or my breath because it’s done and over with, I’ve been through hell and back with that and I don’t want to waste my happiness remembering that path and going back there. I’m genuinely sorry and I’ve sincerely apologized, but no matter what I do you’ll still hold it against me. I’m just tired of it.
Don’t even open your mouth about being a friend and being real and fake and what not when you should check yourself first. To be compared and called degrading terms and devalued? Who the fuck are you? You wanna talk about sluts and what not, go ahead. At the time end of the day, you won’t be satisfied with one anyways. Good luck, maybe that’s what you deserve.
None of that means anything anymore. It never did and it never will. Actions speak louder than words but that doesn’t excuse and remove away all that you’ve said. Actions aren’t excuses and do not make up for what you have once said. So fuck all that bullshit.